God loves you. Unconditionally. He is proud of how far you’ve come. He made you from the clay and formed you. He knew you, more than you even know yourself, before you were even born. He knows how hard life is, He knows your circumstances. He does not judge; He leaves that for those clouded in ignorance. You are not a ‘sinner’, you are human. God is on your side. He is rooting for you, even if no one else is. You are worth it. Your life is worth it. Do not pay attention to the naysayers, for they are lost in their own illusion; they will come around, in time; for everything comes back to Him.
The fact is, you will die. We must all come to terms with it. Often, when this happens, we start to really live. Imagine the human lifespan being five years, how much would we soak up every moment? There is a freedom that is realized when you know that nothing lasts. Everything becomes both of utmost importance and inconsequential. Near death experiences can have a profound impact on the human being. Our we fated to die at a certain time? Possibly. Live for each moment knowing it can be your last. Death can be scary, but it doesn’t have to be. Look at it as a sweet release from all burdens. Look at it as nature taking its course. All things fade away, even the stars.